Monday, October 19, 2009
Trying to Move On
There was a baby dedication at church today. I cried. I tried not to, but I still cried. It isn't that I'm jealous. I really am happy for people who have healthy babies. It's just that every time I see a baby, I'm reminded of the baby I don't have. I know it is suppose to get easier. I know at some point I need to move on, but for some reason, I just can't.
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Hi - I came across your blog on BabyCenter. I haven't been on BabyCenter since we lost our baby at 17 weeks in July. I don't really know why I even logged back on. Even the "support groups" depressed me.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, I didn't have a miscarriage, but my water broke. I had infection and the doctors had no hope. They don't know why this happened. I can't imagine going through it 3 times. wow. I don't know if/when we'll try again.
I write a blog too - http://thewilloughbyadventures.blogspot.com - I originally started writing to document my pregnancy for my family.
I just wanted to say best of luck to you. I know that I'm terrified to try again - I'm sure you are too! Best of luck on your journey! -Amber